Change Is Coming

 Doing the same thing you've always done and expecting a different outcome.----Definition of Insanity


Lately I have been thinking about my future and the future of my family and I realized I want more out of this life.  I want my children to receive the best education.  I want to be the best mom to them and partner to Drake.  I want to do all the things I dreamed of doing when I was my younger self.  I would love to have financial independence and fulfill  my passion of writing.  Like I said I have been thinking about it.  Well today I have decided that just thinking about it is not enough.  It is time to put my thoughts into action. 

I am ready to live my best life, which includes losing weight.  It's time to get healthy.  For the first time in my life I'm thinking about losing the weight just for me.  There was a time that I wanted to lose weight to fit into pretty clothes.  I wanted to lose the weight to have better sex.  I wanted to lose weight to be able to run outside with my children.  All of this is great but I never wanted to lose weight for me.  It's always been for someone else.  I realized that my thought process is what has kept me from losing the weight.  I'm absolutely ready to be healthy and make huge sacrifices to change my life.  I'm focused on making a difference.

Living my best life also includes following my passions.  As you can probably tell, I love writing and I'm confident I'm good at it.  I love talking to people and I love to give advice.  Those are my passions and I feel my breakthrough coming. 

My life is in the midst of change and I'm proud to say I have a great support system.  So to all who support me, thank you and I love you.  I'm doing this so that I can be the best me when I'm in your presence.  I'm striving to be my authentic self.  There may come a time when you disagree with my decisions, please understand that any decision I make will be out of the abundance and prayer.  The decisions I make will be for the benefit of my relationship with Drake and my children.  I promise you that I will not make any decisions that have not been given much prayer and consideration.  All I ask is that you continue to love, support and pray for us.  I know what you may be thinking, are they leaving? My answer to that is maybe or maybe not.  The reason I'm writing this is to let you know that I am very happy because I'm starting to realize the possibilities.  I want you guys to know that I love and respect you and I wanted to share with you the idea of my new journey. 

Now that I have given you a brief synopsis, I know I can count on you to be there for me when I need you.  I want you all to know that I will always be there when you need me.  I will always be honest with you and I hope you will always be honest with me!!!

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